A Kind of Pink
At the corner store
DAY
I throw myself at lemons
and oranges, and the bright flags of awnings.
A moth ricochets off my eyebrow.
A hyphen between a premonition and a wish divided into confessions
NIGHT
Under harp and thunder
a single gunshot cracks the black
and the computer screens bark in unison
at every pesky theft that wants a name.
Our Parade
Nothing under the skin is unified,
and it’s been the end for so long…
It might be time to refuse most of the world
so that the things we actually settle on glitter in new relation
to each other, becoming a formula, then further down the lane
we’ll be able to remember who we had been
and how we made it through the months, since when we think
of past seasons, we’re unable to understand ourselves
or how we endured. We’re like a parade whose marchers
join in for just a few blocks and then fall away to be replaced
by someone new, but each time we lose a marcher,
we all have to adjust to our shrinking history in a new world
where the towering height of strangers is that they don’t know
the story of our grief, and the buildings, dimpled with so many
volumes of shout, have never met the children of the builders,
and we can’t know what it all might mean to the giant grids
of glass panels and the sharp slabs of granite which reinforce
this feeling that nothing, nothing under this tawny sky is fluid,
but you and I, we might meet each other in passing
like little bones in an uncurling tail.
DEREK THOMAS DEW (he/she/they) is a neurodivergent, non-binary poet currently living in New York City and teaching in Brooklyn. Derek’s debut poetry collection “Riddle Field” received the 2019 Test Site Poetry Prize from the Black Mountain Institute/University of Nevada. Derek’s poems have appeared in a number of anthologies, and have been published widely.
